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06 November 2010 @ 01:09 am
Hello Hello!!
well the last couple
of days have been
very very very
I haven't gotten a call back
for a job interveiw
spider sad face
my mom got me an application
from Planet K
weird and nice
got new user pics
the animated
ones are so hard to find

A few days ago
I started to feel under
the weather
I still am
but I'm not going to let
I'm so so so excited
about this because I didn't get
to go last year
I will be going with
my two bf's

Current Location: computer table
Current Mood: draineddrained
Current Music: sweet disposition
29 October 2010 @ 12:42 pm
the last few days have been
going very well.
so happy!!!
yesterday I got up and was picked up by bianka
it was nice we thrift ed for awhile then she
had to go to her sex class
me and Haval left the goodwill
and went to go eat at
taco bell
I got two bean and cheese
tacos but couldn't
finish the second one
so I saved it
then havals dad picked us up
and took us to Barns and Nobles
we walked around
and picked up a few applications
after his dad was done at Barns and Nobles we
went back to the house
then we went our separate ways 
I went home and filled out
all the applications
and made a little cheat sheet
then later I ate and hung out with Zach and Zahna
it was so much fun!!!
My brother is so funny :D
later I went to Havals and stayed the night
we watched American Dad and fell asleep
The pass couple of days
I've busy working on
my costume
haven't gotten very
far :(
Current Location: up stairs
Current Mood: disappointeddisappointed
Current Music: none at the moment
24 September 2010 @ 05:06 pm
18 August 2010 @ 11:28 pm
so alot of shit has been happening
for the last week or so
I lost my job and my relationship was on the rocks
their was lots of crying for 5 nights straight
but we had to pretend nothing is
wrong (we have people living with us and we don't want to make them feel uncomfortable)
I kinda had a feeling that my job wanted to get rid of
me I just didn't know when it was going to happen
I was supose to come in at 9:30
last saterday but my alarm didn't go off :/
I woke up at 10:30 and called but the person I had to talk
to was at the bank, so I waited a whole hour before I got a phone call
say I no longer work with papaya
U_U i didn't know how to tell my mom
but I did
I asked her if I could move back in with her and she said yeah
so we are going to finish up the  lease here with our 
temperary roomates
whitch wont be for to long
we will be moving out at the end of september
I need to find a job before I move back in
but I'm going to take a week off before i look
I have two more days
me and haval are doing better
we are going to be together until
the lease is up
we have come to the deciesion to
be friends and take it slow when we move out

Things I want to do after two days:
wake up at 9am
-start working out
-change my style (more of a pin up look)
-look for a job
-regester for spring semester
and a ton more but nothing is coming to mind at the moment

Current Location: living area
Current Mood: draineddrained
Current Music: conversations
27 July 2010 @ 05:04 pm

today has just started
woke up at 2:40 most definitely needed the sleep
nothing happened really
I also had the weirdest dream
David was in it lol
All I remember is that I had locked my keys in my car
with alot of money These people were after me
I ran from them some how I ended up at a pep rally
I saw my car in a completely different place 
from were I parked it I tried to get in gut couldn't 
next thing I know it was dark I was running
threw some apartments that's were
David comes in he's on his balcony
smoking a cig then he was a ninja
he helped me
we went to this building of course we had to sneak
through to get to the pool witch was heavily guarded we
snuck over but in the process was caught
we fought and killed the bad guys...........
then I was woken up by an alarm
muti tasking just caught
the ending of Fear
it was intense alot of murder
and a psycho boyfriend
now watching pulp fiction
Current Location: living room
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
24 July 2010 @ 01:16 pm
I got up at seven in the morning
took a shower
after I got dressed
me and haval went to go pick up
Bianka and her brother
we went to McD's and had breakfast
then we headed off to RRHC
It was interesting
I saw a girl their that was in some of my classes
she was a lil snooty
and gave haval special treatment XD lol
next week I am going to take the math
test on wendsday
the test is at 12
I need to study sos I can pass it
after we were finished up with  the school
we droped off Biaanka and Pierre

Later on we met up at the outlet mall
with our future roomates 
Jessica and Chris
we went apartment hunting
we all really really really like this one 
place called City North
it redunculouse
but we dont really know if we should get it 
the apartment cost $875 
...................we are still looking

Current Location: LIVING AREA
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
21 June 2010 @ 10:19 pm
I've been really depressed lately
just been argueing with everyone about everything
Idk if I want to be with anyone either
I just want to be single
I've been thinking about it ALOT lately
but I don't want to hurt anyone in the proceess tho
I've been really stressed out to
Everything is falling apart
and I don't know how to fix it
I have a bunch of bills to pay all by myself
I don't make that much to do it on my own,I'm trying so hard
I want to start school also but idk if thats going to happen
which really brings me down
I want to do something with my life
not just work and go home
I want to go back so bad but idk where to start
I got all the things need for
the school
I need to go ASAP!

Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
Current Music: CHAIRLIFT-Bruises
17 June 2010 @ 10:01 pm
So I havent really done anything since the last post
wait no thats a lie
I have done a few things since then
lets see
I hung out with bianka a few times
we had a photo shoot with a new model XD
it was funnnnnn
I havent done one in so long and I was hoping that they came out ok
and I think they did
Cant wait for the next one, going to bring my collection of dresses

I havent watched alot of movies latly
but I did happen to watch
an old James Dean movie "Reble with out a cause"
it was soooo good
I didnt think I was going to like it as much as I did
I have another movie to catch on friday
its a judy garland film and for those who may not know who she is,
dorathy from the wizard of oz
its called "a star is born"
I've seen parts of it but now I get to watch it from start to finish
I absolutly love the way she sings
its so beautiful.
I'm excited about it :)

Current Mood: draineddrained